Monday, November 9, 2009
Time after TIME!
Time after time I stare into the fiery sky and seek unobtainable answers to questions that are fluttering my mind. Is it truly to late to turn back the hands of time and re-establish my life? Can I honestly not take back some things and replace them with the what should have been? I know all we hear is that what is meant to be will be, or that what has happened was meant to happen, but sometimes I don't see it that way. I cant convince myself that everything that has occurred was for a good reason. Sure there is always a rhyme with a reason, but shit, how many lessons do we have to learn before we figure it all out. I am pretty sure that will never happen. Every step is going to be some sort of victorious adventure into the unknown planet we call home. We alone choose our battles, and we are the only ones who can surrender to them or fight right through. We can only count on ourselves to change the fate of our time and to conquer all we want to obtain. So back to looking for unobtainable answers, that's just it...there truly is none. We hold the answers at the tips of our fingers....so what will you choose to do with them?
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Mel, I couldn't agree with you more. Although you know that one of my BIG mantras is "It all happens for a reason." I know you can get sick of hearing it and hearing yourself say it. I am starting to. But when you say that there is infact a rhyme or reason to it all, I think that is the truth. You only get the strength to fight the battles you choose, and with that, I do believe that it happens for a reason, and that reason being the one you chose. In life you don't really get the choice on what happens to you, nor can you pick and choose. All I do know is that, you are not alone, not only do you have what's in your heart and soul, you have a GREAT man by your side to help you fight those battles and of course your friends. :-) I know life is going to get even more amazing for you than it already is. It may be hard right now, but you are a very strong woman and I do believe that all this struggle is going to pay off in the long run for you, your children and your love life!
awww thanks honey bunny. yeah i do belive everything happens for a reason, but like you said....get sick of hearing it haha. my post was pretty contradictive. lmao oh well. i love you and you give me so much strength to be able to stand up and say "i dont think i can do it, i KNOW i can do it" thank you so much for being the wonderful woman you are!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxox
Ahh I am always here for you, but you already know that! I know your man is your rock, but I can be your crutch! My shoulder is always vaccant for you! XOXOXO
OMG! you finally wrote more posts. LOL I know exactly how you feel babe, and I am truly so sorry that I can't do more for you :( I wish I could take some of your pain away and just give you gallons and gallons full of smiles, happiness and love! :) But you DO know that you can always, always call me, come over, write me or anything your heart desires. You have been my rock for so many years and I'll never be able to really repay you for that.. the best I can do is be the same for you! Love you babe!!! XOXOXOXO
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