Pink is just amazing on tour, and what a great song!!

Happy Tuesday!

Lets see if we can get this day going better than yesterday!!! Sheesh the only good thing that came out of it was a great convo with my Tae Mae, my Steelers whooped booty and of course my man came over and we had a great night. Aside from that I received all the phone calls that came in where with bad news, my kids were impossible, burnt dinner (lol), had yet another migraine, and my house was a MESS. oh well, house is clean again, kids are in better moods and all the other yucky stuff is just part of the waiting process in life till it gets better. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Happy Tuesday!!!

Some recent photog work :)

Time after TIME!

Time after time I stare into the fiery sky and seek unobtainable answers to questions that are fluttering my mind. Is it truly to late to turn back the hands of time and re-establish my life? Can I honestly not take back some things and replace them with the what should have been? I know all we hear is that what is meant to be will be, or that what has happened was meant to happen, but sometimes I don't see it that way. I cant convince myself that everything that has occurred was for a good reason. Sure there is always a rhyme with a reason, but shit, how many lessons do we have to learn before we figure it all out. I am pretty sure that will never happen. Every step is going to be some sort of victorious adventure into the unknown planet we call home. We alone choose our battles, and we are the only ones who can surrender to them or fight right through. We can only count on ourselves to change the fate of our time and to conquer all we want to obtain. So back to looking for unobtainable answers, that's just it...there truly is none. We hold the answers at the tips of our fingers....so what will you choose to do with them?

WOW! IT HAS BEEN AWHILE!

So it has been 5 months since I have been on here! SHEESH! soooooooooooooo much has happened i wouldn't even know where to start. I moved, which has been amazing, yet I truly miss the quiet life out in QC. :( My new place is very nice, and I am closer to my loves, and especially my BabyLove, but ya know, cant see the stars as well and all i hear is traffic. YUCK! I am still trying to figure out all the kinks in my life, and am finding there is no real answer. Just taking it day by day i guess. things are still amazing with my love, and we are doing great! have had some bumps in the road that have made me want to give it all up, but i am not sure i could do that. we have now been together for almost 10 months, and although some situations have not changed (at all) i still sit here and go through the motions of it. maybe i am being unfair to myself, maybe not. guess once again that darn term comes up! TIME WILL TELL! UGH!

i truly have to much to talk about, just in a huge blah state right now. not really sure why either. so many stresses i cant even comprehend them anymore. as wonderful as my relationship is right now, i still want more out of it. i want to be able to see him on the weekends, to be able to call anytime i please, and to have him around like a boyfriend should be. i know someday we will be able to get to that point, and i know my patience will pay off, just wish i knew when. :( who knows, this could turn into something more amazing than it is, or could turn into shit and ill be left feeling stupid for doing this to myself for the last 10+ months.

photography business has basically become non existent which makes me so sad, i just don't have the time to put into it right now :( ugh again. woah is me. lol.

time is just a stepping stone into the unknown!