So today is the big day. The day where my status officially goes back to single, and my name is restored to its original state. I am over come with a thousand emotions and I am not quite sure what they are right now. I am feeling very happy because this is a very good thing, however I am a bit somber in the fact that it is now all real. I am not saying by any means that I do not want this, cause that is not the case. Just a weird feeling knowing in just a few hours I am going to be sitting in a court room listening to someone tell me that it is all real and that it is all really over. I would never change where I am at nor would I ever consider going back to what was. I think I just need to feel the relief when he announces his judgment and I than know I am truly free to live my life as I choose to. Gotta go get ready.....I am sure I will be back on here later.............
This is a must listen to song!!
TRACE ADKINS..."HAPPY TO BE HERE"
So Many close calls dodging wrecking balls
There ain’t no pitfall I didn’t fall through
Girl there’s no telling how I ever made it out
And lived to talk about the reckless things
I used to do
Oh to tell the truth
I shouldn’t be alive
I’ve seen the other side
All I can say is
I’m just happy to be here
Wrapped in your loving arms just like an answered prayer
There’s a God out there and I’m just happy to be here
Happy to be here
Baby When I see your face I’m in a better place
Girl I’m so blown away that heaven came down to me
How’d I get so lucky
I shouldn’t be alive
I’ve seen the other side
All I can say is
I’m just happy to be here
Wrapped in your loving arms just like an answered prayer
There’s a God out there and I’m just happy to be here
Right with you baby
For the rest of my life
I’m happy to be here
For the rest of my life
Right with you baby
Thursday, April 30, 2009
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3 comments:
You dont know me, I am a friend of Terra, and I met Jen on here. Good for you, I can imagine how difficult it will be! Good luck!
Sincerely,
Angie
Awe muffin face. I wish I was there with you. We def need to celebrate! O'Carrol is back! WOOT WOOT!
Hey babe...I completely understand what you've gone through today, it's rough and wonderful at the same time. I can only imagine how much harder it was for you today, than it was for me a year ago. But I want you to know how proud I am of you for finally making that step to better for you and your girls, and that you have done a GREAT job of standing on your own two feet!!! I LOVE YOU babes ;-)
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